it’s really not the bizz.

i fucking miss my bestfriend. </3
plain and simple.
i miss hanging out with her almost everyday.
i miss seeing her less stressed about certain things.
i miss seeing her in general.
i miss acting like a dork. she was the only one i could be HELLA stupid with and she’d just play along.
i miss having someone to vent to because i feel like she has been going thru so much more worse, harsh things. my problems r nothing compared to hers.

i treat her like nothing ever happened last summer with her health, but i’m always scared. i don’t want my bestest friend hurting. i don’t want my bestfriend to deal with this anymore, having to go to the hospital for more and more chemotheropy.
it’s really not the bizz.

i’ll just stop now, words can’t truely describe how much i miss u and how much i’ve been hurting knowing you’re still going thru and fighting bone cancer. 
i love u man, i miss u so damn much, stay strong cuz you’re the strongest girl i know.